I don't know what this feeling is, but for some reason I went to sleep feeling like crap and woke up feeling even worse. I felt it before and I could never figure out the details. All I know is something in my life is not compatible, something has turned way left and I have to figure it out or at least keep my eyes open and ears alert so that when this foreign thing presents itself I know how to handle it. So I'm either getting rid of it or making it better. Period.